this aren't th right moment

CURRENTLY, RIGHT NOW: I DON'T FEEL GOOD. D:
A few minutes ago, when memories flashes through my mind.
And thats when i went emotional. I can't help it.
I lost control of getting a life for myself. Out of nowhere, I felt so weak.
Like as though, i've lost to a battle of life and death.
Well. I didn't know what to do. Really. So lost, &yet so numb.
I'm feeling so tired this time round. Extremely tired compared to before.
I've got no ideas why either. Really.
Like I said, i've like lost th battle. I seems like a sore loser. A LOSER.
Which i can't get to fact th reality. How sad .
Well, time passes by. If I don't complete what i wanna tell you.
Those'll be left as biggest regret of life D:
Whatever. This is part of life. &i've got to accept what god gave me.
(even though i don't wish to)
I'm so tired. Please. I Miss you alot D:
Whatever it is. Don't bother I guess. Takecare!
With love, I'm JoeyD:
I don't wanna have sleepless night D: