Spell life.

I wish you the best in life, even without with me in it.

Seriously, I hate to know the fact that I've not changed time after time. How disappointing can it be? I had a bad bad; seriously bad night yesterday. I wished yesterday night was just a nightmare in my dream. Back to life, and yeah I knew not many things are within our controls. Sometimes even small little problem could affect our life. What to do? Struggles are part of life. Sometimes it will either break us or even make us choose to be stronger rather than letting it drown us.

Who says everyone has it's own perfect life? Sometimes, I could be as happy as though I'm the most blessed and happier girl on earth. Yet sometimes I thought I could be the worst person ever. Why is life always filled with such negative thoughts? And us, human, have got to fight all those thoughts away and stand up firm with our decision. This is life.

As time pass by, we will start to even see the worst thing about life. How bad can one life turned out? No one is perfect on this earth, so am I. I can't get hold of everything, I can't do everything single thing well. Sometimes all these things are within my means....

I feel like knowing so much more things about life. I want to know the worst thing about life. One thing I'm proud to say was I had a good life. Because I have a great family, and a great boyfriend to accompany me through these ups and downs. Compare with those less fortunate, I'm definitely way much more better. Then maybe I should stop whining how bad my life can be. Because there are people who are battling with much stronger wars, and they has not whine and give up yet.

And it left me with this reason why I shouldn't give up on anything yet. I'm gonna battle it till the very end, till my last breath. Come on wars, bring it on. :) I know I'm gonna beat you down one fine day....

Lastly, never let your thoughts take control of you. That's the worst thing it can ever happen.