Hate.

Life doesn't give me a thousand ways to smile, but a thousand reasons to cry.
But I love my life, cause it's like me riding on a roller coaster. I'm gonna fall hard.

I hate to break down in front of you.
I hate to feel weak when with you.
I hate to have unsecured feeling.
I hate to have the feeling that tells me i need to be alone.
I hate to know that you still cared despite of me in the wrong.
I hate to know that i suck in every doings.
But i love the heartache that makes me go crazy. I think i 'm real mad. Who the hell would even love him/herself to feel heartache. Yes, only me.
Joey, you ought to be strong.


Who says things won't change when you're really in love? That's so not true. Everything will change. Cause life doesn't goes the way you planned. I 'm sorry, cause i thought i could give everything that i can. But ended up, everything i gave was useless. Screw life!!! Freaking screw it. It freaking don't goes the way i planned. Screw you man, what a life.
I was loser...Compared to you. I hope i'll always be.
God bless everyone.