Hate to know the fact that school is starting tomorrow. I'm not prepared for school.
Sometimes, i think life don't go the way i plan. How screw up life can be. Life play pranks on us. They can bring us up to a greater height, yet they can tear us down like abandon houses. Life can make us happy and enjoy, yet at times can make us suffer in great pain.
Can anyone tell me, why does people always take things for granted. Why people doesn't know how to treasure. I've got so much whys. I don't understand.
I'm contented with what i have now in my life. I'm sure my life is not any ordinary one, I have a great boyfriend. No one would knows how much sacrifices he did for me. No one would knows how much he loved me. No one would knows how much he cared for me. No one would knows how loving can he be towards me. No one would ever understand how i feel. God was being nice to me, making us together. Yet in some way or another, i don't know how to appreciate it. I've never had such a wonderful life journey. It was your presence that gave me hope, strength and courage. Without you, life would be meaningless. Without you, i'm nothing. Somehow, i foresee our future. You played an important role in my life. I'm never gonna let go of this chance.
Remember, each and every of our happy times?
I miss you. I miss your smile. I miss your laughter. I miss almost everything that has got to do with you.
Still remembering our first date. We went to caught a movie instead of watching fire works at chinatown. I still remember, the cinema was rather empty. We sat in the middle of the last row. I was sitting on your right, and you asked me to move over to your left. You covered me with your jeans jacket. You're afraid that i'll feel cold inside the cinema. After next, you started hugging me in your arms, wanting me to rest my head on your shoulder. I was wondering, you remember those moments? These moments are gonna happened once in a lifetime. I'll never forget them. Remember, there's once when we're on my way back home. And in between that flight of stairs, there's a small snake. I remembered telling you i'm so scared, and immediately you told me you gonna piggy back me up that flight of stairs. That's not the first time. You often offer to piggy me up stairs.
I also remembered those days when i'm unwell. Be it my cramps or i was running fever. You've never failed to accompany me back home and took great care of me. I remember when i was running a fever, i didn't attend school. But you've got to attend, despite that you went Pharmacy early in the morning just to get me that fever sheets. Even when it's late at night, you still delivered me what your mum has cooked de herbal tea. No one had even treated me like how you do. No one can ever replace you. You was awesome, you did so much for me. And yet i hurt you too much. Not once, not twice, not thrice; It's countless of times.
Sometimes i even felt, you're too perfect for me. I always take you for granted. But i loved you, i don't want you to leave me. What else can i do? Nothing but to try to give it a change. I was given chance after chance. I didn't treasure. You must know, i love no one as much as i love you. You changed my life a whole lot. You gave me too much of memorable times. It's to the extend that i'll live life with no regrets anymore. It's you, no one else.
Tan Jun hao, my only one. ♥
Someone who is worth me fighting for. You'll always be the one.
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