I'm sorry for everything that happened, >:(
Well, 've finally decided to give a post to my blog. Yes, it's like finally after so long; I know. Many things actually happened in between these days. Be it, happy or sad. Just too much to elaborate about.
Basically, th main purpose for today's post was to emphasize on this particular matter. It doesn't happens once or twice. But i believed it's was way more than i expected. I admit, i can no longer take it. Cause, eventually 've give in too much. And i mean "WAY TOO MUCH" this time. To th extend that you're now taking everything for granted. Tell me what th hell is this?
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You know it damn clearly, & 'm very sure about it. Tell me, what's wrong with you? You know i don't like it, Why are you still continuing doing whatever it is? You know, we've always been so close. &yet you're giving me such sucky life that i wouldn't wanna be in. I can't turn in early almost every night cause of it, know. I bet you're not aware of it; for sure. When you're in your sweetest dream, have you ever thought of how i would feel? Have you ever spare a thought? Everything, you're th caused of it. 'm damn disappointed in you. Till no words could actually expressed how i felt. Try putting yourself in my shoe, see how you feel. Carrying a heavy heart, & you actually have no where to go anymore. Everything has given up on you. Even th directions that used to lead you went missing. How about this? And, i swear. 'm feeling damn unhappy about it. Now i would really wish to scream right into your face, "I seriously hate th actions&words you gave. I hate you". Now, you're th one at fault, you've no rights to lecture me anymore. I won't even bother how much you're related to me anymore. I just don't give a damn. My life would be PEACE, without you. So what if it's this, and so what if it's that? FYI, I won't let you affect me. 'm sure you know me inside out, i mean everything 've said. May be this th last time 'm telling before things turn nasty. I can assure, you won't like it. By that time, i won't bother how much you actually hate me. YOU SUCKXZXZXZXZXZX.
I won't cry cause it's over, I would smile cause it happened.
Carrying a smile, doesn't mean she's happy. Smile could be faked out, you wouldn't know.
Love can be real magical at times. Love is a growing up.
Now that this battle belongs to hers, she's on th battlefield now.
She gains confidence in this battle, and learn to stand strong all by herself.
"What's yours, is yours. Don't bother fighting for it"
This is th love that last for this lifetime.
Bye!
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