Second Thoughts

It's th, 234th.
I knew something, And therefore; Should i feel happy or down(?)
Ps- Jealousy Is A Big Killer ./
Kay, I'm a little happy today though. Somehow, I managed find th YISS choir guy:D (Yayy)
Indeed, That cheers me up, a little. Ha. I've been skipping my meals ): & I'm feeling too hungry now, as th last meal i ate was during recess.
Anyway, I've got th sudden misses of korea atomsphere.
I miss skiing, I miss th cooling weather, I miss th food,I miss th activities, practically; I missing everything that i did there, yeah. Though, i was like saying; I'm bored during my 8days there. Now i realised, Actually. I did ejoyed myself! :D
I Would like to visit another winter country againnnnnnnn! D:

25th, gone; Forever gone.
I ... just wish to hear you calling my name.
Dearest angels above,
How have he been doing recently(?)
Did you managed to tell him, that i missed him(?)
Did you managed to help me spread my love to him(?)
Did you managed to help me to take care of him(?)
Did you managed to make him smile more(?)
Did you managed to give him a wonderful life(?)
I've been worrying you know. Cause, Somehow he's lost in my mind.
I can't figure out where have he been. And that, i missed him too much.
Numb, another dead-heart.
Stay, And please don't go. Though; we became th strangers on earth.
Closed eyes, & flashback comes about.
Hello, love. "Reach for me"