Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Those Wasn't Th Last Moment, Right?

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I Miss You./ Baby.):
"Let your love engulf me & this feeling is incredible."
& My Early, Turns Late Again! D:
Okay. And I Slept @ 4+ Again. Damn shit, Too Many Thoughts; AGAIN.(&iseriouslyhateitman)
So What If I'm Able To Sleep. Nightmares Are Coming Against Me.
I Just Couldn't Sleep Well. I Woke Up Way Too Early Today.
& I Just Need My Sleeping Pills; Keeps Me Asleep For Like How Many Thousands/Millions Of Hours. Numb Me With Anything.
I'm Veryvery Extremely Tired. :/ I Need More Rest ):
I Thought, Things Would Turns Better Tmr. In Fact; Turns Even Worst.
Wait, I Miss You Right NOW.
Where'd You Go? Are You Fine/Alright? I'm Worried. ):
P.s/ Her wrists are covered; With unheard screams&, broken dreams.


Thanks. Mind Racing Really Woke Me Up. Fairytales No Long Exist In This World Anymore. Why Am I Still Doing So Much Wishful Thinking? Indeed, I Should Get Those Facts Right. Things Aren't Belong To Me, I Shouldn't Get Hold To It For So Long. I Shouldn't Be Selfish Enough. I Know, I Always Don't Spare Thoughts. But I Hope This Time, Whatever I Did. I Want Just It To Have A Happy Ending. Alright; Not Only You. I Didn't Expect Things To Turn Out This Way Either. Somehow, But I Just Don't Know How. I'm Not Good Enough For You. & You're Capable Of Better Girls. I Won't Deny, In Fact Never Will I. I Enjoyed My Days With You. & I Mean, I ENJOYED. Really Enjoyed. Your Little Actions Never Failed To Put A Smile On My Face; Everyday. I Always Love Th Days, Where You Gave Me Those Hugs& Let Me Feel That; I'm Always Being Loved By You. Th Warmest Feeling You Gave Me. Really, How Wonderful Can Those Be. Imagine, & It Starts To Bring Me Back. Starts To Give Me A Life To Lead With Regrettions. I Wished That I've Never Exist. For Now, I Just Hope; Everything Will Be Alright For You. Cos, This Diaster Will Slowly Become Nothing To You. & I Believe, You'll Be Able To Overcome It. Too Many Reasons. Too Complicated. Look, How Beautiful It Was When This Love Started. How Sweet Words Used To Be? How Wonderful You Played Your Role In My Life As? Well. Things Started Slow, But Ended Real Fast. Idk Why Either. I've Been Questioning Myself Alot Of Times Last Night. But I Just Couldn't Get It Right. You've Really Played Th Best Role As Th Sweetest Baby. For This, I've Never Regret. You always made me smile, but a smile isn't forever. But now it's too late; & I Mean Way Too Late. Without You, There's So Much Thoughts Of Pain.& It's Killing Me Non-stop. I Almost Can't Survived. Having You By My Side Is A Bless, For Sure. I'll Never Deny. Well, Thanks God. He Brought Us Together. Otherwise, I'll Never Know. How Sweet You Can Ever Be.Lastly, I love you. You Just Don't Need My Care Anymore. Neither Does My Love. I'm Sorry To Hurt You In Any Ways. VincentCho, Will Always Be That Sweetest Heart ♥
Your Pictures Will Always Be Th One That Helps Me Fight Away All My Tears. (': Takecare, My Love Ones.
That Unheard Screams Sucks, You're Right.


D:
"In That Summer With Chirping Crickets,
I Longed To Meet You."
Tomorrow Is Never A Better Day.
xoxo,
Emotional feelings, you bet.

Begins Th Day With A Emotional Feeling. Mood Swing.
Did Everything Without A Reason.
Scream At Th Top Of My Voice For Nothing, Dripped A Shed Of Tears For No One.
Everything Just Came Crushing Down On Me.
Well, Can I Just Ask? "God, What's Going On? Everything Just Seems A Messed"
As I've Been Feeling Rather Moody Nowadays.
Everything Went On Wrongly, Everything I Said, Seems So Wrong.
Ohwell, I Shall Stop Speaking For Some Times. :/
Nothing Much For Today. Another Emotional Night For Me, Again.
I Don't Live Life To Th Fullest, I Don't Treasure People Around Me. I Don't Spare Thoughts.
& I LIVE LIFE WITH REGRETS. {Haha*}
I Don't , I Don't & I WILL NEVER.
Reason Being, I Suckxzxzxz Big Time. I Hate'd To Be Myself.
Know Me Well, & Get These Facts Right.
Whatever It Is, GoodNight. I'm Sleeping Early Tonight! & I Mean, EARLY!






Thanks For Being Th Best.(: Baby, Is Always A Love. Even It's That Tiny Little Love. More Than Enough. Sadly, I Didn't Know How To Appreciate. You Should Have Given It To A Better Someone. Someone Much Better,& Would Eventually Appreciate. Things Ended Wrongly. I Didn't Play My Role Well. That's Why, World Came Crushing Down On Me. I Apologised For Things That Turned Out This Way. Cos I Know Well. I'll Never Be Th Better Ones. However. I've Never Failed To Be Smiling, When There's Th Presence Of You. Indeed, You Make Me Smile. You Make Me Feel That, Life With You; Is Wonderful. Thanks. I Didn't Know How To Appreciate. Well, Life Goes On. Wishing You All Th Best. Your Sweetest Smile, Will Always Be Th Greatest Part Of You. Needless To Say, I love you. Sorry.

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