Saturday, October 07, 2006

Hais.
Life's borinq without myBELOVEDboy.
At tymes im thinkinq.
Why he's not there when i need him?
Or maybe is dat,
He dontknow i need him bahs.


Nevermind.
I wont lie to myself anymore.
I wont be happie anymore.
Cos i cant even smile.
I smiled is when i tnk back of you.
The memories you once leftme with.
TheHURTs you once qave me.
I CRIED OUT.it makes me feel reallie btr.


ONCEand for all ...
Im tellinq myself.
I REALLY FALLS FOR HIM.
Thats all.
And i believe;
This feelinq will NEVERfade.


Hais.Sians.
Alone staying at hme.
Makinq me go craziie ler.


Woke up @ 10plus todae?
Then did mystuffs.
Went online after that bahs.
Online untill now loh.


The time is now 6.32pm'
Im MISSING HIM.
Hais.
Where are you,boy.
If only you're by myside now.


Anw,just chanqed myblog this afternoon. (:
Bored to myprevious de.
Thouqh i know its nice lar. ^^
But,i prefer this.
Hehes.


Nahhs,tryinq out to create a own bloq of mychoice.
LOL.
I know it wont be perfect =//

ARGH!
SIANS,SIANS,SIANS.
OHYA~
THINK BACK OF THAT* MATTER.
WTF.
SUPER ANGRY LOH.


NEVERMIND.
I also cant stop her frm doinq those*
Hais.
I didnt treasure it in the first place.
And now,i reqretted doing those.
Its myfault to blame.
IM SORRIE.
I learnt mymistake.
I'll NEVER repeat it anymore!


This matter filled mylyfe ;
With FULLofREGRETS.
If only i dont have to live on.
And i culd just die in your arms tonight.
So that i could be withyou forever.


I JUST WANT YOU TO BE MINE.
THATS ALL IM ASKING FOR.
If its wronq to fall for you;
I'll nvr make you ryte.
I BLEED FOR YOU.
I CRIED FOR YOU.
I'll end mylyfe for you.


Nahhs ...
Hais.
Dontknow what to bloq on ler leh.
Aiyoh.
Sians.
I stop ler bahs.
Toniqht i den bloq aqain.
TAKKAIR.
Byes.

10days from 28sept ...
6more days to 13oct ...
Counting them day after day.




!!` belovedBOY ofMINE;
{I'll leave theCUTs bleed to death}
i dont wnt it to be healed.
That is all i can do for you,boy.


Even i have to do the hardest thinq in the world;
Just to get you back.
I'll do it.
Even if its mylyfe.
Im willinq.


I LOVE YOU
You're the someone who ever filled myworld;
With happiness&lauqhters.
I'll nvr forqet.
<3


TRUELOVE;
iLOSThim
YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING (:


Anw,
HAPPIE BURFDAE AIAIIS;
In advance.
best wishes (:
{You've finally turned sweet FOURteen}

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